Radiotherapy days

The day before I began radiotherapy, I spoke with a friend whose dad underwent LINAC radiotherapy (the same one I was to use) for lung cancer. The dad complained of a painful burning sensation in his chest beginning the third week of treatment. The first two weeks were fine, but it was all downhill after, in addition to the pain, he felt so tired and weak all the time.

That gave me the jitters, aside from the fact that my friend’s dad eventually died. 

But my first 8 days of radiotherapy have been manageable. I just apply this kind of burn ointment on my chest twice a day and the skin’s redness and associated pain subside quickly. Norman and I think it’s a miracle gel because it really works.

I’ve also adjusted to the routine of daily hospital visits (my sked is from 1 p.m.). I am able to work all morning. If I’m done early at the hospital (like before 2 p.m.), I go back to the office. If I finish late (like at 3 p.m. or onwards), I take the afternoon off and wait for my officemate to pick me up at the corner of Lanuza Street and Ortigas Avenue on our way home.

I had to miss four consecutive days of treatment while the hospital’s computers were being upgraded to accommodate all the patients’ information. There are just so many people seeking treatment. I welcomed the four-day break because I was able to resume playing badminton. I had earlier decided to stop playing to conserve my energy.

I promise not to overdo it. I will listen to my body. Remember, I’ve been getting enough sleep now, with no schoolwork to take home. 

The best news yet is that my month-long cough has been resolved! I’ve had the cough since before my last chemo (December 30-31). I got a prescription for an antihistamine which I should take for 7 days. It’s just been two days and the cough bid adieu. I don’t miss it at all. =)

I’ve said goodbye to my face mask as well, although some friends have ribbed me about putting it back. Not because I could catch a virus but because I look better with a mask covering my face. =)

Gino is also having second thoughts about having my hair grow back. He says he’s already used to having a bald mom. 

Expenses for radiotherapy have so far amounted to P25,391.80. Added to the cost of chemotherapy of P386,444.32, we have so far spent P411,836.12 for treatment. 

My family and I are immensely grateful to our donors who have made continuous treatment possible. I cannot help but cry when I think about how good people have been to us throughout this difficult period. We have received so much love and kindness.

Although we do not know what lies ahead, we face the future with courage because of the faith you have shared.

Thank you for standing by us. Thank you for embracing us. Thank you for showing to us God’s mercy in word and deed.

May His mighty hand keep you in good health and lead you to success